Today was my last day of class for my undergraduate degree.  I took my show down Saturday night and have finished everything that needs to be completed for graduation.  I am actually done with everything.  I don’ t think it has hit me yet.  In two weeks I will be an alumni, which just sounds strange to say or think.  What the hell am I supposed to do now?  

I plan on taking at least a month off from making any new artwork.  I am just burnt out and want a little break.  I have been a student my whole life and have never had a job or been in a relationship.  I am starting to look for jobs and will hopefully have something lined up by the fall that is art related.  I am not sure what jobs will be available in the art field during the summer, but I will try my best to get one.  

Regarding the aspect of dating, I am like a teenager.  I have no idea what the gay scene is like in Greenville or what you are supposed to do in a relationship, but all I know is I am ready to date and look for a boyfriend.  I just got to be brave and take more risks.  If I can accept my own identity, then anything is possible.